SubhanAllah!

February 28, 2006 at 11:29 pm (My Life Offline)

     Assalamu alaikum, well, this weekend our furnace went out.  The guy came to look at it on Monday, informing us that he could get the current furnace we had running, but it may not be safe, since it could leak carbon monoxide into the house!  Also, it happens that the guy was just here last year to fix the furnace for the person who used to live here.  Not only this, my brother said that when the guy opened up the furnace or machine, or whatever you call it, he said you could tell it was getting old, as parts were getting rusted, etc.  Basically, our air conditioner and furnace were outside, in one unit, and there was a separate burner for the gas part of it.       Anyway, the long and short of it is, we decided to just replace our old unit with an electric heat pump.  The really scary thing about it is that the old unit could have been leaking carbon monixide and we didn’t even know it, because maybe there wasn’t enough to kill us, of course, but my father made some comments about "us being sick so much", which I didn’t think we were sick any more than usual.  And if I thought I had been sick any more than normal, I most likely would have attributed it to the fact that I was working in an office with people, where there is almost always something going around. 

     However, now, when I think about it, all the times I felt like I was fighting something off, or I was more tired than normal, or whatever, well, it just makes me wonder, especially since my dad also mentioned when he and Mom came over, them feeling extra tired and having a headache, etc.  But still, I never noticed anything.  But just the thought of something like that makes me say "Subhan Allah!"  And it makes me think how Allah is really our Best Protector!  I wonder how long that furnace was messed up before it finally just quit, and I think how things could have happened differently!  But Alhamdulillah that we got it fixed, and the guy who installed it was really nice, and we got a good price for it!  And Alhamdulillah that we had the money for it!

     Allah is truly Merciful and Kind.

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Nasheeds?

February 26, 2006 at 7:38 pm (Islam)

Assalamu alaikum, OK, on Nasheeds?  Where do you get them?  What would you guys recommend?  Can you get any of them online, in like a Napster or Rhapsody-type deal where you can listen to or download them?  Also, can anyone recommend some Muslim HIphop artists?  I should know of some, but I’m just drawing a blank on this one, sorry.  Thanks in advance.

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Guardian Unlimited | Guardian daily comment | We are giving the authorities an open invitation to abuse their power

February 26, 2006 at 2:44 pm (Current Affairs)

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Hating Arabs- by Justin Raimondo

February 26, 2006 at 2:31 pm (Current Affairs)

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Leader dogs may soon need a ticket to fly

February 25, 2006 at 5:58 pm (Current Affairs)

Assalamu alaikum, if they actually make this porposed rule a reality, it will definitely affect my decision as to whehter or not I get another dog in the future.  I wouldn’t be able to afford two plane tickets for myself and the dog.  Thus, if this was actually implemented, I just wouldn’t get a dog, becuase I wouldn’t want my dog put into the cargo hold. 

Link: The Oakland Press: Local News.

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Leader Dogs are trained to assist the vision impaired with everyday tasks

February 25, 2006 at 5:54 pm (Current Affairs)

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Autistic Teen’s Hoop Dreams Come True

February 23, 2006 at 7:14 pm (Sports)

Assalamu alaikum, I saw this story while watching CBS Evening News!  It was just one of those heartwarming stories I had to share!

Link: CBS News | Autistic Teen’s Hoop Dreams Come True | February 23, 2006?10:34:52.

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Thoughts from a Frustrated non-Gambian on the Current Situation of NADD!

February 15, 2006 at 8:41 pm (Uncategorized)

Disclaimer: This is written in “Ginny Speak”, meaning that this is written in my own words, in a “stream of consciousness” kinda way. I’m still trying to make sense of my thoughts on this anyway, so, if this doesn’t make much sense, that is why.

Assalamu alaikum / greetings, I have a tendency to “beat a dead horse”, as it were, with issues I don’t understand, or a problem that has me perplexed that I can’t find a solution to.

And so it goes with NADD, or what’s left of it, now that UDP and NRP have split off and formed their own alliance.

No matter which side you’re on, no matter if you agree with Ousainou Darbo’s decision to resign from NADD, the recent splintering of the opposition can’t be a good thing for their chances in 2006 against the ruling APRC party, as the opposition could split the vote three ways, between APRC, NADD, and the NRP / UDP alliance.

The thing is, ever since Darbo’s resignation, there has been much outrage and anger and frustration expressed from many quarters. Some have said that this exemplifies Darbo’s “power hungriness”. Or, that it exemplifies his tribalism. Or that he’s just selfish, and wants to be President so badly, or, wants to be flag-bearer so badly, that since it looked as though he wasn’t going to be flag-bearer, that he just resigned from the whole process altogether.

The thing is, it seems that all of the blame for the failure of NADD is being put on the UDP, because, essentially, “they want all the marbles, and look how much the other parties have acquiesced, or are willing to acquiesce to UDP / Darbo’s demands? Hey, they are even willing to let Darbo be the flag-bearer, yet he left anyway.”

If the Gambia-l and Gambia Post are anything to go by, Darbo is just a Jammeh-in-waiting, and when he gets a chance, he’ll either turn into a power-hungry tribalistic monster, or, he’ll be so weak and spineless that the military will be able to overthrow him at the drop of a hat.

The thing is, I’ve not gotten any clear-cut reasons as to why Darbo resigned, other than the “I can’t trust the other members” mantra, or the “we are not really allied, there is rancor between us, and there’s no reason to continue with this”.

The thing is, I can go back and read the Memorandum of Understanding, I can go back and read Darbo’s press release, I can go and read the NADD press release that just came out. But you know what? I’m too exhausted to do so, and I just don’t feel like doing it? Is that laziness, maybe so.

But to be honest, speaking for myself, if I were a Gambian voter, I sure wouldn’t know who to support! What I see is almost everyone online labelling Darbo as an evil power-hungry tribalist, and either the Darbo supporters won’t defend him because they know or think that the “Darbo-haters” are right, or they won’t defend him or the UDP / NRP’s decision to resign from NADD, because they don’t see the point in it? Or, they don’t want to get attacked themselves?

And then you have the NADD supporters on the other side, not only accusing Darbo of just about everything under the sun, but then, you have some saying that “if you support NADD, you’re for The Gambia, but if you support UDP / NRP / anyone else, you’re a selfish, self-interested tribalist”. And I don’t like this line either. I find that line of thinking, in itself, leaning toward dictatorial myself. Let’s just say I agreed with Darbo’s decision to resign, which I’m not sure I do, and let’s just say that I agree with it because I felt like it was the right thing to do. So, in thinking this, would that make me a tribalist? Would that somehow suggest that I’m not interested in The Gambia, and only interested in myself?

I just don’t like this “us against them” mentality, and I don’t like this blanket idea that if you somehow supported Darbo’s decision to withdraw from NADD, that you somehow are a terrible person for doing so! You can’t say you value democracy and free speech and freedom of expression and freedom of political associaition, and all that good stuff that everyone likes to talk about and yell and scream that they so vehemently support, yet, if someone doesn’t support them or their particular political organization / party, then said people will be called tribalist, self-centered, selfish, and “not for The Gambia and Gambians”!

It’s one thing to disagree with Darbo’s decision to resign from NADD, and it’s one thing to express that disagreement. It’s completely another thing to then go and try to tear the man down, simply because you’re mad at him for resigning, or maybe you just don’t like him ’cause he’s Mandinka and well, you’re not, or maybe because he doesn’t have the same political ideology as you, or maybe, well, just because you don’t like him personally.

I think what’s happened is that people are mad at Darbo for resigning, because they had pinned all of their hopes on NADD. So when Darbo resigned, they saw it not only as him letting NADD / the coalition / The Gambia down, but also, them down personally as well. It doesn’t matter why he resigned, because no good answer is going to satisfy them, especially if said people already thought Darbo was a tribalistic power-hungry egomaniac to begin with.

It seems like there were problems with NADD for a long time, as evidenced by the fact that they couldn’t even agree on whether they were an alliance or new political party, and they couldn’t even agree on a flag-bearer. Yet some wanted to pretend that everything was OK, when clearly, at least to me anyway, it was not.

And you know, I don’t know if Darbo’s completely to blame, or the other NADD members. I don’t know who is more or less power-hungry or tribalistic or anything else, than anyone else. All I know is that if the NADD supporters and the Darbo / NRP / UDP supporters are anything to go by, then everyone’s lost site of what the original goal was supposed to be, and that was, I thought, getting rid of Jammeh and restoring democracy to The Gambia.

However, what it’s been reduced to is Darbo / NRP/ UDP not trusting the other NADD members enough to continue the alliance with them, (and why is that?) And the NADD supporters yelling and screaming about how much of a coward Darbo is, and how if you don’t support NADD you’re not for the Gambia, and how much NADD is here to stay and how much the Gambian people have spoken and they support NADD!

Now, what evidence does anyone have to back any of this up? If Gambians truly support NADD, what is the tangible evidence to back this up!? If Darbo is a tribalist, how is this? If he’s power-hungry, how is this? If he couldn’t trust the other members of NADD, why is this?

How representative of the “Gambian on the ground / street” is the opinions of those which are expressed online? Because I’m wondering if the opinion of the Gambian on the ground differs in any way from those who are posting messages online.

The thing is, I think there are a lot of people with a lot of differing agendas, and NADD is no exception. Darbo may have been wrong, Darbo may have made mistakes, but what about NADD? Everyone wants to talk about how UDP is full of ex-PPP members, yet they forget about Omar Jallow? Wasn’t he PPP? But I guess since he’s in NADD, no one wants to talk about that. They want to accuse Darbo of being tribalist, but, his wives are not Mandinka, are they? They want to say Darbo is a coward and how he said and did nothing while other NADD members were being detained, yet, did he not defend some of them in court, and get them released? I guess people just want to gloss over that too.

The thing is, if Darbo never resigned from NADD, no one would even be discussing all of this! You wouldn’t be hearing how Darbo and Hamat Bah are power hungry tribalist cowards. But the only reason you’re hearing about this now is because everyone’s mad because he resigned from NADD! But my sense is, some people have disliked or been angry with Darbo for a long time. And now, it’s all just coming out.

Does Darbo / UDP / NRP have an agenda, yeah, maybe. They might be power-hungry tribalists who just want the Mandinkas and Fulas to be back in control again. But to me, that’s not been clearly demonstrated. And I think that there are others who are still members of NADD who have their own agendas, we just don’t know what they are yet.

What I do know for sure is, that I really don’t know! And if I were a Gambian voter, I wouldn’t know who to support yet. I’d have to wait and see what these people do, although I know for sure I wouldn’t be supporting APRC. So then, I’d have to decide between NADD and the Darbo / Bah alliance, and the thing is, I wouldn’t want to vote for NADD, just so when they do win the election, they don’t start arresting / intimidating those who didn’t vote for them for being “unpatriotic, nonfreedom-loving Gambians”. the sense I get from the NADD supporters now is, if you support anyone else except us, you’re crazy, and you don’t love The Gambia, and your opinions don’t matter. And these are from some of the same people who say they want freedom and democracy back in The Gambia. But I thought that freedom and democracy applied to all, not just NADD supporters.

So while I may not be comfortable with the UDP / NRP alliance yet, I’m also not comfortable with some of the statements coming from the NADD supporters either! And not only this, many times when I ask questions or express my opinions, some of my answers either get ignored or glossed over!

Take my recent questions, which I asked of the Darbo supporters. The only ones who responded were the “anti-Darbo” crowd, and they just rehashed the “Darbo is awful, we don’t like him” rhetoric. And that’s not what I was even asking. So I guess that the Darbo supporters don’t exist, or they just don’t want to speak up for reasons best known to them.

So, hmm, who would I support if I could vote? I wouldn’t want to support APRC, we all know their track record. I wouldn’t want to support UDP / NRP for the fear that they might turn out to be power-hungry tribalists, and I wouldn’t want to support NADD, ’cause they might be power-hungry too, and what if they came after me, if they got into a position of power, ’cause they deemed me to be a “selfish Gambian” or a “unpatriotic Gambian” because I didn’t support them? I mean, if the rhetoric of “you’re not for The Gambia if you support anyone else but NADD” is being put out there now, how will this statement be backed up or “enforced” if NADD and their supporters do get any kind of power? I mean, say what you want about Darbo, but I don’t see him or his supporters talking stuff about “if you’re not for us, you’re only for yourslef”. So I just have to ask, who is the power hungry one here? Darbo’s not the one running around yelling about how much supporter he has, nor telling anyone who doesn’t support him that they are tribalists or selfish, or saying how “if you don’t support me, then you don’t love The Gambia”, or “if you support me or my party, than you support The Gambia”.

Maybe I just wouldn’t vote at all. Or maybe I’d vote for APRC, because sometimes the devil you know is better than the devil you don’t.

Just my thoughts! I’m sure some are just hoping I’d just stop beating the dead horse already, and that I’d just shut up, and go off into my own little corner of the Net. The thing is, I wanted clear cut answers. I want to know why is NADD better than APRC or now, UDP / NRP? Or, why should I support Darbo? What was so bad about NADD that he couldn’t work things out? I didn’t get satisfying answers when I saw Darbo speak in Chicago, and this was when he was still with NADD, and I didn’t get clear-cut answers now. All I got were a bunch of vagueries about “we’ll think of this once we get elected”, or “you gotta support NADD because the other guys are only for themselves and don’t care about you”.

The thing is, what I wanted to know was, if you get elected, whether you’re NADD or UDP / NRP or APRC, how are you going to be better than your opponent, how are you going to make life better for the average Gambian. What plans do you have * now! * to carry out your vision of a better Gambia for * all! *, not just your supporters… But I’ve not gotten that, at least from what I saw of NADD, pre-resignation of Darbo. What I got was, “Well, we don’t know now, but when we get elected, we’re going to bring people in to give us ideas!” What? So you don’t know what you’e going to do? Sure doesn’t make me feel good!

Now, if NADD comes out with a clear-cut plan for how they’re going to better The Gambia once they get elected, then that would be nice. But we shall see. We shall see about a lot of things.

But as for me, I give up. I’m not going to get the answers I want, because either people don’t want to give them, people don’t know, or they know but don’t want to say, or they don’t think that answering my questions is worth their time. All I got in answer to my questions was the now-tiring “Darbo is tribalist and a coward” reframe. Of course, I’ve not seen anyone site many examples of the evils of Darbo.

But anyway, as I said, whatever “answers” I got I wasn’t satisfied with. And I see no need to continue asking any questions regarding this issue. I will just watch and wait and see what happens.

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STGDP Press Release

February 15, 2006 at 8:41 pm (Uncategorized)

FOR IMMEDIATE RELAESE

Fellow Gambians, Friends, Sisters and Brothers

Save The Gambia Democracy Project (STGDP), like all Gambians and friends of The Gambia is disappointed, frustrated, and hardened by the current situation in which the NADD Coalition finds itself. Hopes are dashed, minds are shattered and confusion abound but we are nonetheless, well poised to continue focusing on and pursuing the astute hopes and aspirations that every Gambian would like to see happen; the opportunities to bring about the much needed changes in Gambia’s political landscape come October 2006.

In retrospect, when we engaged the coalition partners almost three years ago, STGDP recognized and expected the difficulty ahead. We did not have any illusion that this march to freedom and dignity for all will come without the kind of turbulence we are currently witnessing, but also understood that this was a ride worth taking if we are to achieve our noble goals within the twenty-first century.

Undoubtedly, STGDP and the coalition partners have taken this journey, accepting the difficulty ahead but willing to take the risk to build hope in the lives of all Gambians and beyond. The coalition partners have had their differences, both personal and sometimes ideological; differences in approach, but the commonality among all of them was the naked truth that this may be the only realistic option to bring about peaceful and effective change in the country’s political, social and economic landscape.

It is without a doubt that all the parties involved, over the years, have worked hard, invested their time, energy, and resources for the sake of their belief in a democratic Gambia. STGDP has gotten to know each and everyone of these leaders, and they are all honorable ladies and gentlemen who have demonstrated a commitment to bring about a peaceful and democratic change in our mother land.

STGDP endorses the National Alliance for Democracy and Development (NADD), will continue to support NADD, the NADD Memorandum of Understanding and the spirit of the NADD MOU.

Although, it is with deep regrets that Mr. Ousainou Darboe had to make the difficult decision of resigning from NADD, his decision was not finalized without great effort from many fronts to thwart it. In the last days before he made the pronouncements, STGDP faxed him a letter and followed up with a conference call that lasted over an hour. We unreservedly pleaded with Mr. Darboe to re-consider his position and give the people of Gambia the opportunity to work through the difficulties at hand. We however accept, with a bruised heart, the reality of Mr. Darboe’s resignation from NADD have since resolved to respect his decision.

Meanwhile, STGDP will continue to pursue all creative and realistic options that will give us the opportunity to crush the tyranny and bring about the democracy, respect for the dignity and human rights of every Gambian. STGDP is committed and will continue to pursue every opportunity to make the 2006 Presidential elections a two-way race between NADD and the A(F)PRC. We will only accept a fractured coalition to face the A(F)PRC come October 2006 after exhausting all possible avenues to squash the possibility of a fractured opposition, and are thus appealing to all Gambians to join our effort in making a united opposition a reality.

STGDP is still hoping that this document - the NADD MOU will become the thesis of a new Gambian constitution come October 2006. A document that will bring about: term limits, building of the institutions of democracy, an end to self perpetuating presidency, and an independent judiciary that will guarantee freedom and liberty for all Gambians.

Finally, we would like to thank all of you, Gambians and friend of the Gambia living in the Diaspora for your continuous support. In the coming months, we will come to you for your financial and moral support to fulfill our aims and objectives re-iterated here. We want to assure everyone that hope is not all lost, and we will continue to fight to make a meaningful contribution to bring about the new Gambia.

Together, we will succeed.

Save The Gambia Democracy Project

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Lifetime Is Back!

February 11, 2006 at 10:19 pm (Television)

     Assalamu alaikum, well, it seems that Lifetime and Lifetime Movie Network are back on Dish Network.

     I had a feeling that they would find some way to solve this dispute, especially since both sides, Life Time and Dish,

would have lost a lot of money if an agreement was not reached.

     But I’m glad that the contract dispute was solved, so now I can go back to watching "Strong Medicine" (I’ve not watched that show in a while actually, but I liked it when I did watch it). 

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